my hs will b sale auction

2day , i just receive the lawyer letter frm high court as well as advertisement for house for sale auction.
it's out of expectation it's my house ...seriously , it is my house where i stay now in kampar.
i quickly call my hsmate since majority of my housemate are in my hometown..
somebody of my housemate don't take it seriously...they though not so serious as i think..
it is not joking at all...i 'm so dissappointed at al...i ad tell ah soon nt to gv the rental 1st since he say he will pas up the rental..
hw should i think? if ur hs kena lelong ,means ur hs hv nt pay rental for half month or more than half....
i need to shift out b4 26 august n wah ..it sound so challenge to me when n how could find a house in a short time...
crazy man!!!!!!!!! hey...find a house need a time...
i have a backup for the house bt the house don't have a key...
it take a time ....if the owner can settle on this matter , i still don't trust...
anytime the house will be taken over unless they consistenly pay the rental...bt at the same time , they take the house for mortgage...
i better shift ...i can't live the life with uncertainty...
WAT else i can do n wait the ans for mon when every1 has come back>>>
where to shift...any suggested house beside westlake..i won't stay at the westlake coz i knew that i won't stick to xpensive contract..i won'tstay the old house 1583....
how do u think???i just stay temporary house who r willing share the space with me..
my mind just a blank to me who hs can i stay, where can i shift???
full of questionmark??
god damn it, help me...

bad dream can't help me sleep well

i wana sleep better if i can
i can't sleep i don't know y??
i suffer for the insomia....i think a lot n stress i thnk
i have a weird dream ...vry hard to describe
too many memory that i refresh bck frm the past...the incident happen ovr n ovr again..
i know some part of my dream will become the reality...
it may be violate the rule of the dream and reality of the world
it's nt supernatural power of mysef bt then occuring many times ago when i was teenager....
that time it was different frm me last time frm nw....i know 2 seprate life n history of my life after i had the dream ...
every dream that occur , i could not the answer of dream ...i may be desperate ,seeking and wondering of the answer for the dream occur
anyway , just pretend dun bother ...i gt hearpain after i dream ...

act of myself

i just remind of my friend....i will be mad if showing sth which is wrong...
if u r nt my friend, i won't say sth which is wrong
i don't know y ...it natural behaviour for me...
if u r foreign person, i won't say anything
do u think that how costly to me to give advise to other ppl?
the feedbck u gv me is nt appropriate when my advise is wrong n does nt get appreciate??
wat else that i can say??
i don't expect u listen to my advice..u dn sth which is out of expectation .i will b mad ovr u n coz i won say anything abt to u...bt at that point of time, don ask me question when anything happen
is there any difference for foreign ppl n friends to me??
friend has done mistake...
It may potentially be awkward for my effort to amend the sth which offend ur feeling....
i'm nt hipokrit ppl to know hw to convince o persuade ppl if i don't do sth wrong...i'm just telling truth...it's up to wan to hear o nt...
unless i did sth wrong , i will ask ppl forgiveness.. bt it take time for me to say so coz my face damn expensive ..
haha..it'strue ...i still emphasize my face value
i oso dn noe y..it natural behaviour for me